An Open Letter to My Iyá
***A deep exhale... Dear Mummy, My love. My heart. My Iyá. My youthful Iyá I have been running from writing this letter. I don't know how to accept that for the rest of my waking hours on earth, I will not be able to have any physical contact with you again. I can feel my heart painfully constricting every time this knowledge comes to mind. Many questions flood my mind, many that will probably not be answered in this lifetime. Pain & Unanswered Questions Why did you not return to get a new prescription for your BP medication from your doctor? Did you get tired of the multiple meds you have been on all this while? Or did you honestly forget about it? I remember telling you and pleading with you to take care of yourself while I was leaving home to resume my new job role. Mummy, this was not the plan we had. I was supposed to settle in and then work towards getting my own place and have you come over so I could adequately take care of you and spoil you. What happened to all t